L O V E

I still have not taken a shower from when i worked out 4 hours ago. that does make me a completely gross person doesn't it? But thats not whats important, i am severely confused about one specific thing. You got it. love

The majority of the women in this world think and care way to much. I have tried my part in saying I was going to give up on caring and thinking and as anyone should know it lasted eh maybe an hour. As a psychology major I am devoted to learning more about what processes the brain to think certain things and why we react to this or that and so on and so forth. For instance, today a woman was given the verdict of being not guilty of killing her 2 year old child, quite frankly.. i believe she did it. If you watched the trial and looked at the evidence you would have to be stupid to not see that that woman is a monster. Its alright though, she will have a higher power to judge her one day and it ain't lookin' pretty sweetie. I am getting off topic like none other..obviously you can tell my head is in a lot of places tonight..

Why do people say they're not in love with someone but they obviously are because they react to what the person does in a certain manner. Why do people do certain things just to please someone when they are not concerned for their own happiness? I have all these questions regarding so many things and no its not because this is an open diary and everything I write on this is just specifically related to my life. BECAUSE THIS IS NOT IN ANY WAY RELATED TO ME.

I would honestly say that it would be stupid for a person to come up to me and ask for advice on well, love. I have only had one legitimate relationship, where i have actually called someone my boyfriend {we even made it facebook offical..and thats when you know its real} but I have only been in love once, or so I thought then it was love. Now that I am so wise beyond my years and look back on the foolishness of my past I ask myself .."Is that really love?" and to be honest, if it is..dont sign me up. So I have come to the conclusion for myself that I know nothing about love. I don't understand boys, I dont know why they say one thing and mean another and I definitely don't understand why they stink so badly? my brothers room, eugh. naasssty. 

"Some people are mean't to fall in love with each other, just not mean't to be together.." 

mom, the actual sentences are for you.

cami this whole post is for you only because 
this is what we discussed today. miss you